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It's okay. Everything is gonna be alright... No!
It's okay. I'll be okay. You're not the world around me, air I breathe, my shield from pain. It's okay. I'm fine. How many times should I feed you this lie?
You dig for pain when there's nothing left for you to find. Ask me again and I'll tell you I'm fine.
She meant nothing to me.
It's okay. Everything is gonna be alright.
It's okay. I'll be alright. Another drink, another pill to help me sleep at night. I'm okay. I'm fine. You can't believe that I'm losing my mind.
She meant nothing to me.
Shut me off. I don't want to feel this. Shut me off. Let me die.
I don't care. I never cared. Why would I feel it now? I see your faces, hear your voices, but feel nothing now.
I don't give a f*ck about you anymore, and I'll never care again.
I don't care anymore, and I'll never care again.
F*ck.
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One thousand razor blades cutting out my spine is my preference to being with you for all time. I hate your goddamn face. I can't help but contemplate every way I wish to see you die.
Fade out of my life. Then fade from existence.
I would take any chance to bash your face in. Every time I see you it's so hard to not give in. I hate your goddamn face. I can't help but contemplate every way I wish to see you die.
Your death, your demise, your destruction. I despise you. Fade with my past. Waste away. I won't miss you.
Whore... Filthy whore.
Every day I wish to see you die. Every day I wish to say one final goodbye.
Your death, your demise, your destruction. I despise you. Fade with my past. Waste away. I won't miss you.
Whore.
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Don't give up on us... Please... Please.
I used the same excuses a hundred times. I couldn't help but be a burden on our lives. Just let me take back every word I said. Without you, I'm better off dead.
Please just say my name just one more fucking time. Please just say you're mine. I would pay any price.
Please just come back to me. Please just come back to me. Without you I can't be. I would give anything.
I know I don't deserve you but I can't live without you. I pray to a God even though I don't know if he exists. I grasp at the faintest of straws hoping that my whole world be fixed.
I tried to pay with my blood so many fucking times. Begging for mercy as I cut down every line. I no longer feel alone inside my head. Without you I'm better off dead.
Please just come back to me. Please just come back to me. Without you I can't be. I would give anything.
I know I don't deserve you but I can't live without you. I pray to a God even though I don't know if he exists. I grasp at the faintest of straws hoping that my whole world be fixed.
Please just say my name just one more fucking time. Please just say you're mine. I would pay any price.
I would pay any price. I would pay with my life.
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I feel my thoughts dies away. I still have nothing to say. I need to be alone so please just leave. Just go away... I'll lay here every day until this room is my grave.There's nothing left of this life that I would try to save.
I don't matter. No one matters. I don't matter. Nothing matters.
This soul crushing despair. There's nothing left to repair. Without you I have no reason not to disappear. I'll lay here every day until this room is my grave.There's nothing left of this life that I would try to save.
I let my body just rot away and I can't help but embrace decay. I don't matter. No one matter's. This feeling of dismay is here to stay. I don't know if I can make it to the end of the day. I don't matter. Nothing matters.
Just take it away. This pain of life. I can't take this pain. I see no end to the strife.
I let my body just rot away and I can't help but embrace decay. I don't matter. No one matter's. This feeling of dismay is here to stay. I don't know if I can make it to the end of the day. I don't matter. Nothing matters.
Just take it away. This pain of life. I can't take this pain. Please just end my life.
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Nostalgia (Acceptance)
03:19
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I knew you wouldn't take me back. Couldn't bring myself to live with that. Now live with this.
Why did I waste my time on you? How could I not see that you and I were through? I hate to see that sad look on your face. I'd rather sit here and die alone in this place.
I don't give a fuck if it was you or me. I don't care who's to blame or if you'll ever see. How could I not see your true face? There's no mistake now that there's no love in this place. F*ck.
I have to live my own life.
I don't need you anymore.
My life is mine to lead. I won't fulfill your needs. I want to breath again. I will not let you in.
I will not let you in. This fight you cannot win.
I don't give a f*ck if it was you or me. I don't care who's to blame or if you'll ever see your faults.
There's no mistake. My life's not yours to take and this is where it all ends.
My life's not yours to take. You are my biggest mistake.
My life is mine to lead. I won't fulfill your needs. I want to breath again. I will not let you in. My life is mine to lead. I won't fulfill your needs. I want to breath again. I will not let you back in.
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